Post by CHERRIE BETH on Jun 19, 2010 22:44:35 GMT -5
Cherrie Beth.
AGE! Sixteen
B-DAY! June twenty eighth
GRADE! Junior
SCHOOL! Mannings
PLAYBY!! Rachel Melvin
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(Personality) She isn't simple- she's not one of those cookie cutter girls that everyone adores. She really doesn't care if others like her. She really doesn't care what others think of her. She just is herself- or, rather, who she wants to be. See, she doesn't exactly like who she truly is either. Frightened that the past will repeat itself, she has changed herself- she prides herself on being an actress. So, she acts everyday, all the time. No one knows exactly who she truly is. They each know her by a different name, a different personality, a different past. She fabricates who she is, and changes it for each person. She doesn't want to have to remember the past and who she was... And this seems like the best way.
(Phases) Her phases vary- it's difficult to explain them. How she picks them is rather simple- she picks a name, and then just goes with it. Each person knows her as someone different, and she likes it like that. Because even if one of them messes up, she has only screwed up one... and she still has the rest that are okay.
(Her true self)But under all this acting and such, is the true Cherrie. The true Cherrie isn't what she wants to be- the true Cherrie swears, the true Cherrie drinks, the true Cherrie smokes, does drugs, sleeps around... the true Cherrie isn't someone she wants to be at all. Which is why she has left the true Cherrie behind. But Cherrie's always there... hiding behind the act, and saying what she really wants to say- but to herself of course.
(Who she wants to be)She doesn't know who she wants to be... she doesn't want to be Cherrie. Who she wants to be would hold her last name- Beth. Who she wants to be would be lovable, would have someone who cares for her, would have true friends, would be kind and caring. Who she wants to be would be off of her addiction to drugs, and who she wants to be would be happy with her true self. But the only way she can be who she truly wants to be is to get rid of her old self. To do that, she tries to be so many different people- so she can finally find the right one for her.
(Likes)She likes various things. Acting is a definite one, no matter who she is. Now most of the other things vary from phase to phase- and sometimes greatly. What Cherrie likes... now that's different. Drugs, boys, smoking, drinking, dirty words... She loves to cause drama and to sit back and watch. She likes to not get attached, and just use someone. She likes to manipulate and lie. There's a reason she's hidden.
(Dislikes)One of the things she fears is spiders- she refuses to even get near one. She tries to keep from disliking many things, and tries to keep her options open. The true Cherrie hates children. She can't stand complaining. The idea of being attached to someone isn't an attractive one.
(Insecurities)She's scared she won't be able to change- that she'll be stuck with her past, having to live as she used to. She's scared she'll never find anyone that loves her, or that even cares for her. She's scared that her past will haunt her forever... and that she won't be able to hold it back.
(Motivations)Her only motivation is to get herself out of the hole she's dug. She'll do anything to get out of it.
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(Before she was born)Her parents were rather young when they could married- twenty two and twenty four, to be exact, her father older than her mother by two years. Both of them had come from poor families, and didn't really have much. Another thing her parents had in common was they both loved to party- and not in healthy ways. Both were addicted to drugs before they got married, and nothing had changed.
(And she comes along)She was born just a year into their marriage, kind of an unwanted child. Born into a very bad neighborhood, she was bound to have a bad childhood. She was born on June twenty eight, at three in the morning. Her parents named her Cherrie Beth- no middle name. The name was initially supposed to sound like a nickname of Sheryl, but after a certain point, they stopped pronouncing the C as a SH, and just started calling her Cherry.
(Early childhood)She never got off on a good foot. From the start, she wandered around the streets all day. She got into loads of trouble already, even from a small age. She got hit by a car when she was five, and luckily only suffered a broken arm. It didn't deter her from continuing her 'explorations'.
(And the teenage years)She was a nasty teenager- in every way. She never had any close friends, but that didn't mean she was alone. She was a backstabber, and cruel, and a bitch. But if only it could stop there... at age thirteen, she first discovered alcohol. By age fourteen, she normally drank. By fourteen and a half, she was drinking, smoking, and hooked on drugs. Oh, and not to mention the boys... she wasn't an innocent girl. Not at all.
(School)It was never important. She just barely went by, and instead focused on any other things in her life. The only way she got into Mannings was because of her amazing acting talents- the only thing she can actually say she was proud of.
(And dearies, we have now)She's changed. Now she just wants to get rid of her past. But Cherrie always sits behind every new face she puts on. The worst thing, is that she can't forget her past. Sometimes, looking back at it, she can't help but feel pure terror. And for this, is what she has her dog- Maya. Maya helps her keep on going, when all hope of getting rid of Cherrie is gone.
(But that's just not enough)Along with not being able to get rid of Cherrie, she hasn't been able to get rid of all her nasty habits. She's gotten rid of almost all. But one refused to budge- and that was her addiction to drugs. Even Maya can't budge that.
Don't question her- she's complicated.
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Various names she might go under: Fallon, Acacia, Cain, Harper, Gaiya, and many more.
Hey there, Nikki in the house! Don't want to talk about myself too much, so I'm gonna make this short and sweet. I'm fourteen, almost fifteen- bit more than one month! I'm a girl, and damn proud of it. That's just about all you need to know about me specifically... know let's discuss my writing. I've been Rping for a bit over two years, and I've been writing longer posts for a bit over a year. I do swear in my posts, and I can get a bit distracted, and write you way more than you want/need. I absolutely adore to write, so don't worry to ask me to roleplay with you, since I will agree! <3
